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hello, world. i've read a book recently.
In "ESC&CTRL", Steve Hollyman expertly tows the line between truth and fiction, as the split narratives of the story weave into fabrication, meta-fiction and despair. I can most definitely say I was a lot more untrustworthy of the world around me after finishing ESC&CTRL; yet surprisingly, when I came away from the experience, I found myself infinitely more reflective on the way I choose present my identity online, whether I should be so invested in what's happening online; and very inspired to start learning how to using my writing to leave people feeling this renewed sense of awareness.
Without spoiling any details about the book's plot, a devastating string of mysteries leaves 'Vincent', the story's protagonist, spiralling into depravity; navigating through a gut-wrenching world attempting to make sense of his decaying sense of reality. Hollyman's use of the grotesque leads to a pertinent exploration of absurdity and escapism, we quickly become intimately aware of the darkness within this world from the abjection his language creates, probing the complexities of desensitisation in the digital age.
I feel like the narrative of ESC&CTRL bats reality around like a cat batting yarn - the twists, knots and loops of the story form an untangleable bundle, and yet, the story takes a backseat to the presentation of the story, the form of storytelling while encapsulating the fragility of memory.doesn't have to do anything at the same time.
ESC&CTRL has inspired a passion for writing about the truth that I exist in. The people I know, whose stories will most likely never be told, are so valuable and rich with experience. There are so many stories happening around us at all times, stories that have been forgotten in a culture as rapid as ours. The world as we know it is born and constructed around systematic hatred, slavery, and commercialism.
You, knowing only depriation, you, being told that the only system that is capable of working is the one you live in - the system that leaves the people you know and love in pain, in debt, and in slavery.
We have to deal with this every day, and it's immutable; the world is unstoppable.